I have been
thinking. Some days ago I celebrated the 400 days I have been on my
self-imposed cum ban. Up until that all my thoughts were on reaching the next
full hundred. What next?
One logical
step would be the end of this year, which would make 2014 completely cum free.
At that point the day count would be around 420 and something.
After that
it will be only 30 days to 450 days, which in turn is half way till 500 days.
At the moment it's still 325 left to full two years, which naturally seems
daunting. But maybe with smaller steps it can be reached?
This with
the presumption some outside force or influence doesn't force me to stop my
ban. Which, naturally, is a unsettling prospect.